Just as a preface, I know I am most likely the last person you want to hear from as soon as you return back
from your trip. This is also not an attempt at me to reach out and horribly attempt at keeping you on the tip of my finger. This is simply just how I feel and the only way I know how to feel fully vulnerable is by written words.
I said it before and I meant it: "Forever and Always." We may not be lovers or friends but I still do not want that window to close or what I promised to be untrue. I know we are both currently struggling with our own problems in life and that it did take a tole on our relationship while we had one. I do regret how things ended and my actions following. I should have treated you better and the way I acted was simply immature and unjust. I still do deeply care about you and no matter how negative things may have been, that feeling will never go away. If I could go back and try to change things, I would attempt to at least have ended on better terms. I know I was unable to hold my promises to you and didn't communicate my feelings until the very end, and I feel much remorse over that fact. I am so incredibly sorry for that. You deserved better, and I am sorry I didn't provide it. I knew I could have been and I wasn't. So, I am so-so-sorry.
I won't go on further as I feel it does no justice, we both have moved on and are hopefully happier within relationship aspects. But, I meant what I said. If you ever need anything, there is two places you always know I will be.
Los Santos, Simone Memorial Hospital
PhD-MD, PhD-DS, Paranormal Investigator
“Consider your origin. You were not formed to live like brutes but to follow virtue and knowledge.”
― The Divine Comedy"